Al-Insyirah

i've bothered by a things for several weeks. let's say its about my beloved organization. for several weeks first, i feel so mad about them somehow, i think they have forgotten me, think they don't admit me as their part anymore, ya ya, even small things can make me cry and annoyed. but several weeks later, since December exactly, i feel more relieve. a lil bit 'nyesss' is still, but I'm not angry anymore. i feel cool, cooler (lo kire kulkas). 

yeah, and today, i saw the structure of my beloved of my organizations and see no pict of me there. the 'nyesss' feeling comes again but i don't let my mind think about it. then i pray Dhuha, and read Al-Insyirah, when I came to ayat 5,

Fa innama'al 'usri yusran

suddely I smile and I want to cry. Allah menyadarkan saya dengan ayat ini. super sekali. rasa sedih dan sedikit kesal juga 'nyess' itu mendadak hilang. yang ada rasa lega dan rasa syukur atas apa yang saya dapatkan. beneran, ayat ini powerful dan langsung menohok saya saat itu juga.

entahlah kalimat apa yang cukup untuk pengingat dari Allah yang begitu nyata itu, selain "Alhamdulillah dan "terima kasih Allah" :")